Lost and depressed

Today during an argument my bf or whatever he is said that he did never said he wanted a child with me. We have an 8 month old beautiful baby girl. In the midst of all this I said that I wanted a family and another child and he said it wouldn’t be with him. I’m so broken and feel like all of this has been a lie and he doesn’t really want our baby, which now makes me feel even worse. I’ve been suffering from bad depression and all sorts of others things and I don’t know what to do. This is only half the story and I just feel lost and miserable. I just wish I could do so many things different and don’t really know what to do from here.