Sore boobs

I normally have a short 25-26 day cycle. I didn’t do OPKs this month, but I checked cm and I had ewcm on CD 8-11, then creamy cm for a few days and random ewcm on CD 15. I ovulated on CD 12 according to fertility friend and CD 14 according to Glow. I tend to ovulate earlier in my cycle though so I think CD 12 would be more accurate.

Any way I’ve been having sore boobs since CD 15. They have been more sore than usual, swollen and veiny. They were even sore enough to wake me up in my sleep and that never happens. However I took a hpt on CD 21 which of course was probably too early and it was BFN. Another BFN this morning CD 23. I’m supposed to start on CD 27 according to Glow.

I had a miscarriage 9/25/17 at 9 weeks and 4/27/18 would have been my due date. I’m just feeling extra bummed this time around cuz every other time I’ve taken a test on CD 23 and it’s a BFN it’s been correct. I was really hoping to have been pregnant again by my due date but it looks like it’s not going to happen. And I got my hopes up because I started to have sore boobs so early.

Just feeling depressed I could use a hug. I feel like giving up all together this is just too emotionally exhausting. 😔😔😔😔