I need help guys. (LONG STORY⚠WARNING⚠)

this guy Devon and i have been dating for about ...three months, but we've broken up twice already because of him..

and I know what yrr thinking, maybe it wasn't all him but trust me..it was.

He has trust issues, grew up without a father and is extremely self centered.

The last time we broke up, he said the exact same words that I said to him first back to me, "I can't be with you, I DESERVE BETTER THAN THIS"

SO. if that doesn't tell you the jist I'll explain more. when we argue he projects and explodes, it's getting to a point where I think he needs a therapist. I bought him 2 Christmas presents, he hadn't said thank you for them at the time, and he gave them back to me after the break up.

I made it clear to him after he ran over me with his words on the last break up-OVER THE PHONE WHICH HE ENDED- that; he would regret it.

and guess what guys, he did, because just a week ago he had came to my house twice to apologized for the things he said and now we are back together.

the problem now is that I've realised that he's bad in bed...

the last time we were naked i was on my way to making him cum with my decent bj skills ( he told me, he loved what I was doing), but he ...I don't think he's EVER eaten a girl out before.

so now, I am nervous. Not only becuase I am a virgin but because ik he can't take criticizm too well.

If you are ahead of me and get the jist by now you may be asking, "what do you see in this guy?"

I see potential. I'm one of those girls, whose a genius in everything except picking one worth having, I want to teach him, I want to CHANGE HIM (DUNDUNDUUUUN!!!)

and woah-DONT LOSE YER SHIT. I don't want to change him into someone I want him to be, like, somebody else. No. I want to elevate him.

I want to make him a better person.

I want to build the best parts of him

"Help his goods outweigh his bads enough" (Robin Thicke-Complicated)

But that's not the point. believe it or not, I just really..really..REALLY need to get laid. I can't go BACK to college a virgin tf man. I have these needs and I know he does to.

It's hard to fuck him tho. I love him and we're starting to get closer but he's bad in bed lmao I'm a virgin and even i know he's mediocre at 3rd base-shit all the bases. what do i do?

He's also got trust issues..

He's told me he's had sex three times before, so..naturally i thought we had this in the bag.

I must intimidate him being a fuckin sexy ass virgin and everything..he'd never tell me that cuz his head is so far up his own ass..

I love him. I told him that for like the fourth time ever since we broke up (which was 2months ago) but he hasn't said it back again yet.

Should i just slowly ease out of this relationship, becuase he is honestly a guy with some serious self love (ego) issues?

Or should i lay down some rules and work on us further? should I teach him?