Feeling “numb”

I don’t know how to explain this other than to just say that I feel kind of numb, sexually. I’m a virgin, never made out, never even so much as held hands with a guy which IRKS me to no end. I know this might seem kind of dumb but I think that’s starting to wear on me. I would normally only get horny around my period but now that doesn’t even happen, and going solo doesn’t get me off anymore. I would watch pornography (because I have no reference 🤷🏾‍♀️) and now that doesn’t even work either. It just feels tedious. I’ve also thought about hooking up which I wouldn’t normally do but desperate times, but just swiping and boring conversations and lame meet ups make me feel worse. And i don’t even feel any kind of attraction for them either. I fully expected to be this romantic and sexual lady by this age but I don’t even feel like a fully fledged adult. Granted living at home and being in school doesn’t help, but I didn’t think this would be something that happens. Anyone have any suggestions or know what I mean?