39 weeks tmrrow and you guys?!

IM SO SICK OF BEING PREGNANT. IM HOT IM IRRITABLE IM TIRED MY FEET ARE SWOLLEN... I can't find MY ANKLES

but the pain from the weight hurts,

I'm constantly feeling pressure but HE WONT DROP.

I can't feel anything on three of my fingers but numb irritation.

and I BUMP INTO LITERALLY EVERYTHING!

I'm tired, I'm sick of false labor. I'm sick of the mucus that keeps coming out, I'm sick of the wait. and I'm sick of being HOT ALL THE TIME!

I'm sick mostly of not having my body. this was so NOT FUN.

I find myself begging my son to come out. like come one little guy YOU CAN DO IT. Let mommy hold your cute little body. and raise you to be an amazing little man. ya know you want to! my husband's even joining in.. of course he gets a kick to the face Everytime he trys to talk to him lol

but then I freak out worried that I'm going to be a horrible mom, that labor is going to suck, and I just start freaking out that I'm NOT ready to be a mommy.

any one else going through so many emotions right now?