TTC #3-venting

My husband and I just married approx a month ago. We quickly decided that we would try for #3. (We already have 2 older children together)

The other day I wasn’t feeling too well at work (I’m a surgical tech) and had to keep running to the bathroom during surgery which obviously is a huge no no! I wasn’t even vomiting it was coming out the other end haha. Well my boss asks me if I’m pregnant. I tell her no as far as I know I’m not. My period isn’t even due for another 9 days it’s WAY too early to even know. Anyways the next day I come back into work and now everyone keeps asking me if I am. I guess I’m just frustrated that I feel like my coworkers are counting down the days until I tell them I got a BFP! I have to think about it when I’m home but now when I’m at work. On top of that the day I was ovulating I worked a 12 hour shift so when I got home my husband and kids were asleep. So I wanted to yell out to the doctors and nurses asking if I was pregnant “no I’m not pregnant I couldn’t even make love if I wanted to I was working the day i could’ve had the chance!”

I guess I’m also frustrated because we work with chemo therapy drugs at work and once I do find out I’m pregnant I actually have to let them know, I’m not allowed to really keep it a secret until I’m 12 weeks....

Thanks for listening to my first world problems.