Can’t handle much more 😪

I’m becoming one of those women who hates seeing pregnancy announcements or hearing about people’s babies.

I had a miscarriage in December & have been actively TTC since.

It took us a year to conceive the first time & im now almost into month 5 of trying again.

I’m so over it, I’m so over the disappointment every month when the test is negative.

My boss at work is 29 weeks pregnant & I should be too.

My other co worked announced today she’s pregnant.

I’m just finding it so hard to be happy for them.

It’s like they have forgotten what I’ve been through.. they talk about it all the time infront of me.

I just feel like I don’t matter anymore.

Sorry for the rant but I have to get it off my chest 😪😪