Sigh, I Need To Vent

My dude never tells me anything in advance and i only see him once a week. So i ask if I'll see him today and he says no because apparently he and his friends MIGHT be taking a trip to Ilinois and he never said anything about it, just kept up normal conversation and its always like this, I get my hopes up to see him or something and then out of nowhere it's something with his friends 😞. Im trying not to be upset or sad because its not worth having the argument cause all he's gonna do is agree with what i say and/or say ok and its gonna piss me off even more and I'm gonna wanna kill him. Also he and his friends and the kings of bad decisions so idk what to expect with him gping out of town. Smh i just wanted to see him.