Idk..

Sometimes I want a baby more then you could believe then others I'm scared to go thru everything again. I've got three bio kiddos none with my husband. My prior pregnancys were a nightmare. An even tho I know I'm in a different place in my life with completely different people around me. I'm still worried. Sometimes I think its what stopping me from being able to carry the pregnancies that I've had this year. Maybe I'm just crazy...