Feeling useless

Anyone else feel useless... I been a stay at home mom for over a year because of our living situation and now I'm pregnant again... Wish I could be doing something to contribute to the family... My husband works his ass off and now I've got morning sickness like crazy and I've been a bum for a week but even before that I never was able to get a job due to the fact we live in the middle of nowhere and I have no opportunities at all or a babysitter.. We're pretty much stuck here for now but here comes baby number 2... And my husband is severely stressed out and I wish I could help. I hate that I'm not able to go to college and it hurts cus I'm so ambitious and I have plans and goals and it seems I won't ever get to accomplish them.... I cannot be a house wife for ever I hate it. I've always been a hard worker and so I don't even use money on myself because I didn't work for it and it's just the way I feel.. Everyday I sit here and wish there was a life I could live instead of being home and being useless.. I know it's a stupid chapter in my life that will soon be over u just don't know how to embrace it... It makes me hateful...