Almost 25 and never

Is it weird that I don’t have any desire to masturbate? Growing up, I never was curious to touch myself and I the idea of it isn’t really arousing to me. No lie, I was pretty sheltered growing up. Wasn’t allowed to take the sex Ed classes, had to learn about my body’s changes on my own, etc. I just feel weird about the idea of pleasuring myself. He’s bought me a couple toys and tried them on me and I’m just too shy and insecure to do it myself. I’ve learned a lot about what I like and don’t like with him. Things I never knew would be a turn on for me are. I know he’s turned on by the idea of me touching myself but I don’t really know what to do down there. 🤷🏻‍♀️ It’s something I’d be willing to try but don’t know where to start. 😂 My insecurities get the best of me and I don’t want to be so shy about things anymore especially since I’m going to marry this man of mine. He won’t make me do anything I don’t want to do but I know he would like me to be more comfortable about myself with him. I mean I’m barely getting out of my shell thanks to him. We’ve been together over 2 years and I’m barely comfortable with riding and know just how to do it to give us both pleasure out of it.

So I guess long story short, how did you start? How long did it take you to know what you liked?