A special kind of hurt....

There is a special kind of hurt that occurs when you have to go into the world and face the fact that you are not pregnant, and it's not your turn. That special kind of hurt you feel sitting through a baby shower for a friend and trying not to cry. That special kind of hurt when family and friends ask "what are you waiting on?" The special kind of hurt you feel when that test is negative again even when you feel so pregnant. That special kind of hurt is so aching and draining, but I pray one day a special bundle of joy comes and takes the hurt away!