Husbands making me depressed

My husband and I tried 4 years for this baby. I’m 14.4 weeks. The whole time I’ve been pregnant we have done nothing but fight. He says it’s me but my hormones haven’t really changed much. If I was to ask for something he yells at me and says there’s something wrong with me or I’m being mean even if I say get the black cup please. I’m automatically a bitch and he yells at me. He says he’s always stressed so I let him do what he wants by he’s just so mean to me now and I’m getting depressed. We’ll fight and get over it then fight some more. It’s really starting to hurt me and it’s where I dont even want to be pregnant. We never fight like this or anything there’s no cheating going on I’m just not sure why I’m the bad person im at the point where I wanna move out. Im getting super depressed not to mention my dad passed away a month ago and he’s excepted me to act normal which I do and if I even act out a little bit I’m the worst person. I dont want to feel like this anymore. What can I do? I domt really want to leave him I just want things to be better but I dont know why he’s so mean to me