Any hope?

Hi all
​I have been ttc for nearly two years and nothing :-(
​Hubby has low sperm morphology and I am presumed to have endo (need confirmation but pretty sure based on symptoms!). 
​Have actively been trying, doing accunputure, taking vitamins, doing exercise and avidly taking account of my cycles! 
​Being to lose hope and my marbles! All I can think of and I get so depressed because of it.  Appointment to see specialist at end of jan but everyone pregnant all around me  - how do you all cope? I feel like nothing is worth it anymore :-( not healthy thoughts xx
Baby dust to all