No One MOMS like you 💞

so...call me crazy ,but hear me out. I have twin boys who are 8...and my baby just turned 1. I have always worked full time and also went to school full time. i have completed my bachelors degree recently and feel so releived and proud to have done so. My baby goes to daycare and has had repeated colds,ear infections and bouts of pinkeye that is just awful and upsetting to watch him get through the illnesses and sleepless nights and I am extremely fustrated with doctors and teachers saying ," well,he's in daycare he just has to build his immune system." My thought are, just because it happens so frequently ,does not make it acceptable. and i think, what if I do this? My heart feels to be in a place where despite my professional experience and recent accomplishments, i just want to be a mom. I wanna be there day in and out and do all the things that i have missed out on while in persuit of my future. i want to make breakfast for all 3 of my babies and take the biig boys to school and pick them up. I want to go to feild trips and. PTA meetings. I want to be there to hear my babies new words and inspire him to learn so much more. When i first graduated highschool (years ago) i chose my degree path that would "make me alot of money" & now i feel my richest state would be with the wealth my kids bring me. seeing them and being there for all of life's special moments. My breaking point: my baby sick AGAIN and my oldest (one of the twins) I had told him his dad would

be at his award ceremony , since i couldnt make it due to missing a week of work caring for his baby brother. and he cried saying "im glad daddy can go because i thought if i got an award no one would cheer for me" so call me crazy but im ready to let it all go and step in for my babies