My step-dad

*This isn’t for attention or a cry for help, just a rant*

Honestly my step-dad makes me want to die, I wish it was just my mom, me, and my brother. He came into my life when I was 5 and was mentally, physically, and VERY verbally abusive since. I’ve now learned that he’s cheated on my mother SEVERAL times, and not to mention he’s a terrible influence on me, he is constantly doing drugs and spending nights out coming home black-out drunk, He drinks all the time, right when he comes home from work and when he wakes up on the weekends. I don’t understand why my mom won’t leave him since she’s told me several times she doesn’t love him. I just wish my life was different, I know others have it worse but i just feel like my life isn’t worth living anymore...

(Thanks if you read my annoying rant, if you plan on commenting something rude just don’t, I don’t need a whole bunch of irrelevant strangers trying to hate on me)