So I turns out I was a side chick. He really liked me and tried to let me go but he couldn't. He said i was bothering him but i "wasnt my fault." He dumped me a day after my birthday. My stupid ass just didn't get all the clues that he was taken. I felt like we could have really gone somewhere but he didn't want a relationship with me. I never in a long time felt so at peace and complete. I finally had someone just like me who I could talk to everyday. I was so disgusted when I finally realized I was his side chick. We have so much in common it's like I'm looking in the mirror. He was everything I ever wanted and so much more. But there are things that hold us away from eachother. It's so terribly sad to think about but he keeps popping in my mind. He means more to me than I could have ever imagined. It's been 5 months and I'm sure he's moved on. I've tried at relationships but none of them ever worked out. School has ended for me so I don't get to see my friends as much.I'm just so lonely and empty inside. The one time I try to open my heart it was broken in a thousand pieces.