Getting better

2017 was a hell for me I had my first everything (first love ect) this guy was my best friend then a relationship and he was mentally abusive and constantly tearing me down then my grandma was always gone taking care of my sick grandpa I lost more than one friend I started to hate myself in every way plus my family found out about me losing my virginity and called me slutty that was great but I’m feeling stronger and like I can get through life I’ve struggled with anxiety and mdd and self harm but still know I have a ways to go before I’m as confident as I want to be but for now I know things are going to be okay anyone else out there who thinks it’s not going to be okay just keep fighting because one day it will be worth it don’t give up