Update on I’m in love w/ my best friend/ (read description)

Today I was just sitting next to him and I have my hand on his lap and he took it in his hand and her started rubbing my hand and looking at me and when I giggled and I said what he told me that I was beautiful I honestly think that I love this man and it’s not just because of how he looks even though everybody says that he is the hottest guy ever. It’s not because how smart he is or how good he is athletically or anything like that it’s just the fact that he’s so kind and so sweet he makes me laugh anytime I’m down and honestly I am so comfortable around him it’s like crazy! We just click automatically when we first met we became best friends but I think as we’ve grown up together we kinda changed and so did our bond but the problem is today after he rubbed my hand and told me I was beautiful he started tickling me (during a movie) and I leaned over to the side to get away from him and what I did next was absolutely mortifying as I was giggling and he was tickling me when I bent over I farted so loud and everybody in the movie theatre heard it! I kid you not! People burst out laughing and one of my friends who was there with us said WHO FARTED! I was so embarrassed my cheeks turned red he just stared at me and then he turned away and didn’t speak to me until the movie was over. I just laughed and pretended it wasn’t me it was so in embarrassing then I just went on my phone and pretended that someone was texting me when really I was texting my mother telling her what happened. WHY ME WHYYYYYY!!!! Why did this happen I was so happyyyy😫😩😭😭💔💔💔