This empty feeling

Today I had a D&C; for my baby that stopped developing at 6 weeks. I was 11.5 weeks today and my body was just not accepting that the baby wasn't healthy and wouldn't pass naturally. I learned the devastating news at 8.5 weeks, so I thought that the worst of my grief was over and I was ready to move forward and heal. This afternoon I was hit hard with this feeling of emptiness knowing it was gone after carrying our baby for 11 weeks. I had so much support from others who have gone through the same thing, but still wasn't prepared for how hard today was going to weigh on me. My heart breaks for all of you the have gone through this as well. I hope we all get a happy ending eventually. 💔