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i was raped 2 months ago when i was staying at a freinds i woke up to the man fingering me.. when i came home I asked for sex frome my boyfriend he didnt give it to me and made excuses like he is falling asleep or that he always hurts me when we have sex I told him we can try different positions then i cought him the next morning masturbating.. i dont know what to do on q random note I can't enjoy staying the night at familys becuse he gose out drinking and lys about it.. 💁