I want to have sex with him so bad!!

Because of as pregnancy scare my boyfriend decided he doesn't want to have sex until we are married , which I'm fine with that I respect his choice. We aren't fully through this scare ( my period hopefully be here tomorrow ) so in this month of us not having sex we do pretty much everything but sex. But the problem is he doesn't give me anything and when he does he is rough and I'm sore afterwards. I just want to have sex again. He will ask if I want to have sex and then be like just kidding. Which is very annoying because I do really want to. I feel like I'm taking care of that part for him but he's not for me. The most he does for me is grab my boobs or play with my nipples but my nipples have like 0 sensitively. I've asked him if we could have sex and he doesn't even pay attention to the fact I said anything. I don't know what to do. It's not even the actual sex I want it's the closeness and everything I miss most.