swimsuit??

Soooo I found this suit at Target the other day and I’m actually in love with it. It highkey makes me feel like a mermaid, and I’m trying really hard to love how curvy I look in it. But I’ve spent my whole life feeling like I was “too fat” (part of the reason I’ve only ever owned one bikini in my life, when I was about 7), which I ALMOST got over a few years ago but then I started gaining weight, which has essentially made me have to start the whole self-love journey from scratch. Basically, I’m just looking for some reassurance here. Do I look “too” fat in this? Does it look good on me, or should I stick to things that cover my tummy better? (And does anyone have any suggestions of two-piece shapes that might be more flattering on me??)