My ex and I

I want him to take my virginity. He's my first love and always will be. I still love him and we've talked about it. We have no problem. Nothing will change he said, he'll do it for me. So I can have some closure. So we can end on good terms, but maybe drift away so I don't get that feeling when I see him with someone else. I love him and at one point he loved me. He didn't feel that way anymore, he said. I still love him and we'll end on good terms.