Quick, Is this normal?

Its Friday and I’m 18 and home alone for the week and i have 2 bottles and a bunch of guys to hit up. But i currently have no close girlfriends or other friends that are free to hang out. I want to take advantage of the fact that I’m home alone and i want to get drunk and have fun and feel cute but I’m tired of hanging out w these boys and i don’t have any girl friends to hit up at the moment. Is it normal to not want to go out? I honestly kinda want to stay home but it feels like a wasted Friday night :/