Felling nervous and blue

So I did a few post. About what’s been going on with me. Went to my Gyn because I needed to do my annual. This was on Wednesday of this week. I was already 3 days late with my cycle. I promise myself last time when I thought I was pregnant 🤰🏾 no more at home test. So she test after the exam. It was positive❤️ I started to cry because finally it worked. But then she did a Transvaginal ultrasound and didn’t see any signs of a baby. She basically gave me 3 options. 1. Maybe I’m to early. 2. Maybe it’s a miscarriage. 3. Or pregnant in the tubes 😩😢 those were the last things I didn’t want to here. So my doctor made me to stat blood work (HCG) and another ultrasound. Welp the HCG was very low. 13.9 and the ultrasound showed a gestational sac but still no baby. 😢😢😢😢🤦🏾‍♀️ I know I shouldn’t be on google Smfh I work in medical but I couldn’t help it. Everything I read was super negative and the outcome didn’t look good. Now she I’m 5 days no cycle. And possible no baby. 😢😢😢 I think after this last 48hr HCG if the numbers haven’t tripled, I think I should just cool it. My partner is sad, my mother is sad, I’m sad. I’m glad I didn’t tell other family in friends. Has anyone just given up? Maybe I’m just to old or it wasn’t in the plan for me to have another baby.