Christmas Present?

So two weeks ago I suffered a miscarriage, and I’ve been struggling with my body image since and I know my hubby still loves me no matter what. But I’m trying to think now of what to do for christmas. So what better than to do a Boudoir shoot!! I’ve wanted to for a longgg time, so maybe now is the best time. We are starting to try again for a baby, so hopefully this time doesn’t take as long. but if i give them to him for Christmas maybe that will bring us a little closer, because I am NOT that confident in my body.

my problem i’m having now, is finding a photographer that I am in love it. I haven’t contacted anyone, because I haven’t found anyone that has really wowed me with the pictures i’ve seen! I don’t know where else to look!

I’m in the Baltimore MD area, and would not be opposed to traveling a little bit depending on how far away! Any help would be much appreciated!