Should I start it again or not?

I had a boy friend about 3 years ago! We broke up because I realized that he is not loyal to me !

But we had the best sex , my favorite part in sex is oral sex and he was perfect in doing that , so i couldn’t forget it!! Now we are starting to see each other again but it’s not as a date, he didn’t say anything and me neither !! But we both know that we have chemistry , one night i went over and we had a very nice time together,drinking, dancing, laughs and talking about our old memories, at the end we went to the bed , he started kissing me, i didn’t reject it, but in didn’t let him to fuck me!

Now i need your help! I really want to have sex because i’m really horny girl, and specially with him because i know that he is good at bed , he knows my fav 👅💦and we still care about each other somehow!!

What do you think? Should i do it? Or i have to find some other guy to have sex or relationship? Do you think once a cheater , always a cheater!!?

I’m so confuse 🤷🏻‍♀️