First miscarriage & I’m a wreck 😓

Hi ladies !

Found out i was pregnant on May 1st with my second baby after 4 years of having my eldest .

Then i miscarried on the 22nd of May. I haven’t been bleeding for 2 days now but I’ve had horrible migraines lately and idk what could be causing it. I feel really sad about it still & no matter how much i try to just feel better and move on i have days that i feel okay & then suddenly i don’t 😓

I feel bad because my boyfriends cousins gf was 9 weeks when i was 5 & now i have nothing & i have to be okay with seeing her pregnancy announcement, her gender reveal , her baby shower & im not ready 😭 i know it’s not her fault or anything but it still makes me sad 💔

How do i start feeling better ? I feel so selfish 😭