Today I Hurt So Badly

I went to the doctor this morning to

make sure everything was going well with the miscarriage. (Those words should not be in the same sentence.) Thankfully everything has passed on its own so I don't have to have a D&C; or an injection to help.

But now I have an empty sonogram picture of my uterus. I'm not sure why the doctor gave me this or why I even took it but I have it.

There are so many beautiful words in the Quran about mother's who miscarry and their babies after they are gone. I'm trying so hard to be strong and patient but it's really hard.

Tomorrow I will go back to work and life will return to normal.

The thing I hate the most is that even though everything will look back to normal, it's really not in my hearjust yet.💔😟😞