I’m so emotional 😭

For the past few months I’ve been friends with my ex bf until recently. We’ve gotten along sorta well until 2 weeks ago he was extremely rude to me. We had broken up because I guess he wanted to go thru that hoe phase and go out with other girls 🙄 (we’re in college together) and I’ve tried to do the same by seeing other guys. This is our last conversation:

After this I blocked his number because I was so mad. I know his response is fucked up. But right now I think about how my ex used to be- a nice gentleman and the good times we had together. I continue to have strong feelings even tho he’s been treating me like he doesn’t care about me. I’ve cried today and I feel so dumb because ik I shouldn’t. I guess I still love the idiot :/