cheated ☹️

found out on may 10 .. a day before my birthday that my (ex)boyfriend told this girl he wanted to be with her and make her happy around december... the time we were going through stuff ... on may 9 he unblocked her and she was mad he blocked her and he said he wanted to see her do good and to calm down . I was so broken because he was the first boyfriend i wanted to have kids with and get a place with and now idk . we still talk (everyday) and say we love each other and how our apartment is gonna look together but whenever we are having a good time i just start crying again and it hurts a lot . he cried to btw when i confronted him . heartbreaks hurt so much bro 🤦🏾‍♀️ still to this day im sitting in the bathroom crying about the whole situation . like he knew i would find out and it hurts he’s been hiding it for months . i feel so stupid . i dont wanna be in another relationship anymore , cant do this 😭😤😕 he was really my baby .

make sure yall know that the person you’re with , actually wants you . i wouldn’t even wish a heartbreak on my worst enemy .