Delivering at 33w3d via c-section

Any moms who had their baby early (around 33w3d) &/or also any moms who’ve had a c-section please comment below your experiences. I’m terrified and nervous as hell and need words of encouragement. Im so upset that my baby won’t be coming home with me I feel like I failed as a mom. This isn’t how I planned the birth of my child but I’m thankful to have gotten this far. Any moms who’ve had. There baby at 33 weeks how long was their nicu stay? ( I’ve also had the steroids back when I was 28 weeks, n two days ago again )