non existent sex drive...

back story - when I met my boyfriend we probably did it every time we hung out or maybe 3 times that day. we’ve lived together for what, almost a year? we’ve been together for almost 3 years. I got on birth control last year in february 2017. I believe I took it for about a year or a year and a month or two? let’s just say I got off around February or March 2018.

It made me have suicidal thoughts, depression, weight gain, foggy brain, fatigue, pain during sex cause i couldn’t get wet. I could go on. I didn’t feel like myself so I got off. I still have normal periods etc but absolutely no sex drive like at all. I’m only 19. Even if I watched porn I don’t feel anything. Should I see my gynecologist?

The sex drive became non existent towards the end of taking the pill but I’m off and I know it takes awhile to be normal. Sometimes I just give into my boyfriend cause I want him to be satisfied and his sex drive is crazy high but honestly I don’t even wanna give in. We’ve discussed it and he understands but what do I do before it ruins my relationship ?

I feel like birth control has ruined my body. :(

Does anyone have any suggestions? Foods or anything to take or has personally been to the doctor? I feel to young to feel this way