End of 2 year relationship

Han

So I have been with my boyfriend for the last 2 years. He is amazing and treated me like a queen for the first year and a half. Towards the middle of our relationship, his family started going through a lot of issues and I was there for him through everything. Well as things continued to get worse, he got really closed off. He tried going to counseling and it didn’t help at all so he stopped. Eventually things go so bad he said he just needed space to think about if he could handle having a relationship on top of his family crap. I freaked out and told him I didn’t want to be left in the dark about where I stood with him so he broke up with me. He said that we can still be friends and we still talk. I’m just holding onto this hope that since there was nothing wrong with us, if I give him space and let things with his family calm down, he’ll come back to me. I love him so much, I’m willing to wait for him to be ready but he won’t talk about our relationship so I don’t know what he wants. He’s also going to a camp soon that has lots of parties and I’m afraid he’s going to be dancing with other girls and I’m freaking out. I want to tell him how I feel but I don’t want to make him even more stressed and mad with everything else going on in his life. I also don’t want to ruin our friendship because at least he’s still in my life. I need help. His friend told me that he said our sex life was boring and what he wanted in a girl changed and that’s why he broke up with me but he claims he never said that. I feel like he didn’t because that’s something that can be talked about and fixed. I’m just stuck. I don’t know what to do or how to feel. Also rebounding is not an option. I’m a very closed off and shy person.