Will it ever get better? Nope.

In March I tried ending things. I was in a psych unit for almost 2 weeks. After that, I spent 3 weeks in a partial hospitalization program. Prior to all of this, I had broken my wrist--resulting in me needing medical leave from work. I was doing manual labor at the time. They had given me three weeks leave and then I could come back...after the two weeks in the hospital for psych, the day I got out, I got a message from my work saying they couldn't wait the full three weeks--even though they agreed they would...and they let me go. So since March, ive been looking for work. I'm just as depressed now, if not more, prior to going to the hospital. I have lost all my friends, my family is a disaster, no significant othet and I don't have a job. I just feel...lile I don't want anything anymore.