Today I got AF & I cried 😭

Husband and I have been TTC casually since October, our version of seriously since April.

I guess I didn’t realize how badly I wanted it until a few weeks ago a coworker announced then today I got AF after being 3 days late. I thought it was actually happening and I’m really kind of shocked that I am so devastated. I knew I wanted to get pregnant... but I REALLY want to be pregnant!

Maybe this month will be our month...

I just didn’t think it would be this hard.

GIFs to cheer me up? I’m about to start drinking lol