Not excepted

So the other day my mom came over (I live with my aunt and uncle) and we were talking and she said something about me and I was like yeah mom I’m gay and I was really nervous and so I was giggling and she was like are you really so I said yeah and she looked at me and she said no bisexual yeah gay no I was like yeah you’re right and she said well you won’t be with a female I won’t have it and I said my nanny would except me (my nanny is a Christian) and my mom told me that she don’t care she won’t have it and she walked out and all I could do was start crying I feel so lost