*TRIGGER WARNING* Just Woke Up From a Fucked Up Nightmare

Updated: Please note the trigger warning!! Sorry for not putting it before.

Okay so I legit JUST now woke up from a HORRIFIC nightmare. I live with my 2nd sister and her husband and him and I don’t get along. In February, he had raised his arm at me in a fight as an attempt to hit me. (He didn’t because I screamed back at him and slapped his hand away.)

I just had a dream that he raped me.

I’m in shock. I have absolutely no words and I can’t even look at him.

He flips me over, forces down my parties and rapes me. I explicitly felt something between my legs.

I’m too mortified to say a word and I’m so disgusted, I cried in the washroom.

I had to vent somewhere. I’m shaking.

Posting anonymously so that I’m not judged for this weirdness or anything.

I have no words.