2 week wait

Here I am again in 2 week wait. I am trying to be stress free and positive but am feeling the opposite. After one miscarriage in Oct and the fact that I am turning 42 at the end of July, I just feel like a ball of nerves. A baby of my own is all I have ever wanted but it was not life’s plan.

Now I am ready and petrified it’s too late- esp since IVF is not a financially viable option right now. It’s making me moody and sad and just on edge. This waiting period drives me crazy, we’ve been trying the last 3 months after having fibroids removed in Jan and I feel like I am not even sure what symptoms are pregnancy or my period coming each time and am just all over the place. I really cannot express all of this anywhere else. I pray for all of us ttc for success soon!

Pls keep me in your prayers too. 💕