Daycare

I have to go back to work when my baby is three and a half months old. I am absolutely dreading it. I have tried to find a job from home but nothing has panned out and we just can’t afford for me to stay home. I’m devastated but it is what it is.

There is no one (family or friends) that can watch my baby so she will have to go to daycare when I go back. She will only be doing half days and coming to work with me in the afternoons. The daycare that we chose is the same one that my nephew goes to and I know she will be well taken care of.

I guess I’m just writing to vent and ask for advice from other moms that had to go back to work. How did you deal? I know I’m going to be a wreck that first day.