6 weeks later - no AF or BFP

It's been six weeks exactly since I lost my baby and nothing!!! I have a good number of symptoms that could be either AF or BFP, but when I tested this morning it was the biggest BFN I've seen. So frustrating. At this point I want either one - AF so I know I can start new with a new cycle or a BFP so I can be in an ecstatic panic!!!