Okay I feel like I don’t even want to get married anymore. I just want to be with my soon-to-be husband and leave everyone else out of it.

First of all my SO is going to lose his job and we’re in the middle of looking for a new one. With a wedding coming I’m at my wits-end about money!

Two, my mom and our newly found lost cousin (long story) got into an argument and the cousin is no longer attending the wedding. Not a big deal, it’s just another something...

Three, my 30 year old sister has been living with my mom while she goes through a separation/ dovorce. She has no job and has a Masters degree (note: I found at least 10 jobs for her to apply for, she just doesn’t want to work). Living there without paying rent, buying food, and then invites all these people over to my moms (like living there because they’re homeless) and none of them have jobs either. My mom and sister never got along all that well to begin with but wtf was she thinking?! Well Mom decided she finally had enough and told her and all her friends to leave (finally!). Well this started a war and they’re not talking to each other, have blocked each other - the whole nine. My sister was going to be my maid of honor but now she has no place to live, no money, no job, is apparently doing drugs again, and fighting with my mom. I love her to death but I don’t want that stress at my wedding and am at a loss for what to do 😩

Four, my fiancé’s best man bailed on our wedding because he and his girlfriend are splitting and she was paying for everything I guess. ARE YOU SERIOUS? This is a wedding with 1 bridesmaid, 1 moh, 1 best man, and his sister as the grooms woman. We don’t have many friends so finding another person to stand up with him really isn’t an option. I suppose if I un-invite my sister then that evens up the sides. I don’t want to do that though! It’s not only rude, I’ve always imagined she would be there. The sadder thing is, it just feels like she could care less about my wedding. She wasn’t there to pick out my dress, we’re not doing a bridal shower or bachelorette party. I paid for her dress and alterations, etc. She just hasn’t been involved and I thought she would be a little more enthusiastic. 😩

Five, I tried to save a baby chipmunk laying in the road today (I think it fell - still alive) and by the time I had turned around and pulled over someone had run it completely over. It’s so stupid but I lost my shit driving to work with all this stress and over a chipmunk! 😭

Thanks for listening!

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