Hoping this will be my rainbow

Today I got a very very faint line. I was so worried I was seeing things, I sent a picture to my sister. She saw it! I have a irregular period so knowing how far along I am, plus the loss, the cramps and back pain makes this confusing.

I had a miscarriage in the beginning of April, right before my wedding. I am so nervous and have not even told my husband yet. I know it's all been hard on him too. I am so scared and so worried. This is not my first time in this place of mind. I have two kids on Earth and two in heaven. My oldest is my rainbow and remember being so scared the entire time with him.

I just needed to get this out. I'm pregnant, I'm scared.

taken right at 3 minutes and I'm the middle of the afternoon. (after two bfn the past week,I couldn't wait any more)