Halp...

7dpo , first round of Femara. I'm truly a monster. plus an emotional wrecking ball. I'm sick of crying. I'm tired and I feel an inner rage 😣. this whole cycle has been hell. My husband has now gone and slipped a disc in his back and my hormonal brain just sees that as him getting out of having to be next cycle . which is not logical. I'm nuts. my progesterone was 13 at 5dpo and I get it retested tomorrow. I think it's the progesterone getting to me. as I have PCOS I don't always ovulate. I feel like I'm going insane. like pms on fire. I just need this cycle to be over. either bfp or bfn I just want it over. I'm sick of crying. I'm sick of cramps and going " is that a preggo or pms thing?" or staring at my damn chart. my chart is of the hook. ( first month charting). my husband is lovely. he doesn't deserve crazy hormonal wife. I feel so bad. omg now I'm crying more. btw