Feeling down

Exiting our 6th month trying. Last month i got a false faint positive on a walmart cheapie, this month i swear i saw a line on the same kind of test. AF was due yesterday and was showing NO signs of coming, when normally PMS symptoms start a week before. Took another test today to see and its clearly negative. Only to start finally cramping minutes later. No more cheapies for me! Just want my BFP already

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