The hits just keep coming...

How do you fake a smile or happiness or any sort of excitement when you get news that someone else got exactly what you’re soul has been aching for for the past year and a half so easily? Even those closest to you...my best friend basically didn’t even have to try and boom she got pregnant, decided that Mother’s Day was the time to tell me and just got word last night my brother and his wife are pregnant too, started trying maybe two months ago and now the family is going to all be together so they can tell the news, and to top it off, it’s happening on Friday, which is when my period is set to start. Wish me luck.