Today would be my babygirl's 3rd birthday but I lost her at 18 weeks. This day is the hardest every year. I sit and wonder what she would look like and what would her party theme would be. Its just so hard not having her here.

I lost her at 18 weeks because my boyfriend at the time kicked me in the stomach over a dirty plate. He kicked her in her head. I didn't get to hear her cry but I got to hold her and see her tiny hands and feet, most of all I got to see her cute face. Everyone told me that it gets easier but it doesn't. I just wish I got to hear her cry her laugh and got to watch her grow. I know she is up there watching over me with her great grandmother, her grandfather and her aunt. I know one day I will get to see her cute little face again.

for now I have to say happy 3rd birthday Naomi Lynn Martin. I hope you have a great day up in those clouds. mommy loves you and so does your step dad. 😇😭😭😭 💔