Can’t Get Past Husbands Romantic Past

Logic doesn’t seem to help me move past it. I know he chose me so I should focus on that only. I know that what I focus on grows. I know I have my own past so it’s hypocritical to be bothered by his.

But am I the only one? His romantic past and all the movie reels playing in my head about it haunt me sometimes. Not all the time. It becomes less and less frequent.

But when it comes, it comes full force. I don’t know how to regain confidence, control, and dare I say peace over the thoughts about who he enjoyed and how often and how they met or what he liked or how long they dated. Omg make it stop 😭