I hate my body
I had a baby 2 weeks ago, but I have horrible BDD. I’ve had it since middle school, but it’s only gotten worse. Especially now after having 2 kids. My husband doesn’t understand why it takes me hours to get dressed, why I’ve changed my outfit 15 times and why I stand in the mirror silently judging everything that is wrong with my body. I was on the verge of tears last night, looking in the mirror, when he walked in and asked what was taking so long. I broke down about how nothing fits and looks right. He told me to give myself some credit, I just had Scarlett 2 weeks ago. But I hate my body..I hate how I look. So today I threw on shorts and a T-shirt so we could take our oldest to the pool. He asked me twice if that’s what I’m wearing. So I said I’m not going, since clearly he’s unhappy with what I have on. And that’s what I’m wearing since everything makes me feel fat. I’m just tired of feeling huge and flabby..like my stomach is so disgusting and big. All the extra fat in my arms and thighs. I’m just done.
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